"YOU KNOW, KIDDO" HE SAID IN GRAVE TONE OF VOICE "YOUR BARE CHEST IS SO HOT I THINK I... COULD FRY THESE EGGS OVER IT... IF I WANTED TO..."
???
O.O
"DO YOU FIND ME SADISTIC???" HE ASKED "YOU KNOW, NOW, YOU SHOULD KNOW THERE'S NOTHING SADISTIC IN MY BEHAVIOUR... THIS IS ME... IN MY MOST... MASOCHIST" HE SAID BRAKING THE EGGS OVER MY CHEST.
"CUB, YOUR MY BABYYYYYY" I SAID IN AGONY...
"BANG!!!!" SAID MY BOYFRIEND SHOOTING MY HEAD WITH A WATER PISTOL
WE LAUGHED.
WHEN I WAS CLEANING THE EGGS OUT OF ME WITH A TOWEL HE SAID...
"I'M NOT PESIMISTIC"
"YOU SAID 3 OR 5 COUPLES YESTERDAY... BUT SAID THE LIST WAS LONGER... YOU REMEMBER MORE TRAGEDY CHARACTERS==???" I ASKED SMILING.
"NO. OR. I WOULD HAVE TO TRY. I'M PRONE TO FORGET WHAT I DON'T LIKE"
"YOU DO REMEMBER SECOND IMPACT... " I SAID IN LOW VOICE.
"YOUR LOW VOIC IS SOOOO TENDER. YES. I REMEMBER THAT. THINK SEVERAL TRAUMAS GET LABELED IN YOUR FRONTAL CORTEX, CELL MEMORY AND DNA... BUT I'M WORKING ON IT"
"YOU TAKE PILLS BECAUSE OF THAT. RIGHT???"
"YEAH. CLONAZEPAM FROM TIME TO TIME. EACH TIME LESS. AND SOME LITHIUM. THAT'S ALL. CHEAP PRICE TO PAY..." HE SAID SHOULDERS UP, SMILING.
"YOU REMEMBER HAPPY COUPLES???"
"I DO..."
"WELL THERE'S SIMBA AND NALA, JAZMIN AND ALADDIN, ARIEL AND THE PRINCE, THE BEAUTY AND THE BEAST, RAPUNZERL AND THE THIEF... "
"NO, I DO REMEMBER. GUESS I'M A LITTLE TIRED AND DISTRACTED SO I STARTED TO SAY SAD THINGS, BUT DON'T WORRY, I'LL BE FINE SOONER THAN LATER"
"I GOT SCARED"
"I DID TOO.. GUESS WE WERE ON THE SAME PAGE..."
"YOU REALLY THINK I'LL LET YOU DOWN"
"NOT REALLY"
"SO?" I ASKED...
"I JUST FELT VULNERABLE. PEOPLE ARE PRONE TO FEEL VULNERABLE TOWARDS LOVE"
"CAUSE IT'S A NEW THING AND BEFORE PEOPLE GOT RELATIONSHIPS FOR OTHER REASONS... LIKE MONEY, POLITICS OR FAMILY AGREEMENTS"
"YEAH, THAT TOO. YOU FEEL FINE?"
"I DO"
"MAKE ME SOME MILO?"
"SURE"
