SO WHAT YOU'RE TOLD IN CHILE ABOUT YOUR WORK???

I ASKED.

"WELL, IF I'M TOLD SOMETHING. IT'S LIKE THEY SEE MY WORK AND WALK THROUGH IT... TT_TT" SAID MY BOYFRIEND.

"I STILL DON'T GET THAT"

"WELL, SOMETIMES I'VE BEEN TOLD: """YEAH, OH, THAT'S ---OIL--- EXCUSE ME, YOUR PAINTING IS BOTHERING ME AND I'M IN A BRIEF, BUT YOU KNOW... I DON'T LIKE THAT COLOUR IN THE CORNER... YOU SHOULD CHANGE THAT"

"THEY COMMAND?"

"THEY DON'T THINK. THAT'S DIFFERENT. WELL... YOU KNOW??? TT_TT THAT IS JUST... SO HURTING AND FRUSTRATING TT_TT !!!"

"YOU'LL CRY???"

"NO... ---SIGH---. BUT I ENTER A GALLERY AND I SEE THE CRAP THEY SHOW HERE AND I DON'T WANNA BE ONE OF THOSE GUYS... TT_TT"

"DON'T YOU... DON'T CRY, CUB"

"IT'S JUST... THIS THINGS JUST HAPPEN TO ME!!! NEVER IN HISTORY OF ART A CHILEAN ARTIST HAS BEEN IGNORED THIS WAY!!! TT_TT I'M CURSED!!! ---SNIF---"

"YYYEEEEAH----"

"IT'S ... TT_TT... I MAKE THE EFFORT TO PAINT THE BEST I CAN TT_TT. THEY COULD SAY COLDLY """I LIKE IT""", BUT NO, THEY HAVE TO SAY IT'S WRONG MADE??? TT_TT"

"STOP CRYING!!!"

"I'M CHILEAN!!! CHILE IS MY COUNTRY! AND... IT HURTS SO MUCH I THINK... THEY MAKE ME THINK I VALUE MUSHROOOM TT_TT"

"STOP CRYING, CUB, I'LL NEED A SHOWER TOWELL TO CLEAN THE FLOOR!!!"

"IT'S LIKE... TT_TT WHY ME=? ONLY ME? IN CHILEAN HISTORY OF AR???? WHAT IS JUST WRONG WITH ME??? TT_TT"

THE HELL... HOW I FIX THIS MESS!!!

"SO.. IF THEY.. JUSTA.  LIKADMA WOR I ..... TT_TT SNIFFF"

"LOOK. I'LL MAKE MILO. AND WE'LL DRINK IT... HOW ABOUT IT???"

"I DON'T KNOWWWW --- TT_TT --- I CAN'T KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT AND QUESTIONING MYSELF TT_TT AND IF I HAVE SOME TALENT OR NOT!!! TT_TT"

"WE CAN SEE THE HUNGER GAMES..."

"THE... WHAT? YEAH!!! LET'S SEE IT"

ALL AND ALL. ANOTHER BRICK IN THE WALL.