"NOPE. WHICH???" I ASKED.
"I DON'T KNOW. SOMETIMES I'VE SEEN THAT AN ANGRY PERSON ASKS WITH ANGER TO ANOTHER """WHY DON'T YOU HELP OTHER PEOPLE???!!!""". LIKE THEY KNEW EACH OTHER AND THE ANGRY PERSON HAD POWER OVER THE OTHER AND HE HAD THE TOTAL RIGHT -?- TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT"
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN?"
"WELL. EACH PERSON HAS HIS LIFE AND TAKES HIS (OR HERS) DECITIONS, BASED ON THEIR OWN CRITERIA. THIS MEANS INDIVIDUAL FREEDOM IS VERY IMPORTANT. SO IF NOBODY WANTS TO BE TOLD WHAT TO DO... WHAT WOULD YOU DO THAT FOR? THE ANGRY PERSON HERE PLAYS A BOSSY ROLE NOBODY GAVE TO HIM OR HER"
"WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME THIS?"
"CAUSE I DON'T HELP OTHER PEOPLE"
"WHY NOT? I MEAN... CAN I KNOW?"
"WELL, YOU KNOW. AFTER SECOND IMPACT NOBODY HELPED ME. MORE LIKE OTHER PERSONS WOULD MAKE MY LIFE MORE DIFFICULT THAN EASIER. BUT HELP? NOT EVEN THERAPISTS DID THAT. I'VE COME THIS FAR ALL BY MYSELF, USING MY OWN STRENGTH. SO WHY SHOULD I """"HELP OTHER PEOPLE?""" "
"I DUNNO. SOUNDS SELFISH TO ME?"
"WELL, I HELPED AN EX-COUSIN TO GET HIGH SCORES IN SATS TO BE ABLE TO STUDY MEDICINE. AND NOW I FIGURED OUT WE ARE NOT EVEN FRIENDS. THAT'S WHAT YOU GET WHEN YOU HELP OTHER PEOPLE?"
"SHIT" O.o "I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY"
"I GUESS I HAVE TO MAKE CLEAR THAT AT THAT POINT GOD LEFT ME ALL ALONE. HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME... WHY DID HE LEAVE ME ALL ALONE? NOT EVEN GOD HELPED ME... AND """I HAVE TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE???""" JUST MAKES NO SENSE".
"SOUNDS BITTER".
"I'M JUST BLUE TODAY. TOMORROW I'LL BE FINE"
"BUT YOU DO HELP PEOPLE"
"REALLY? SHIT! HOW? TELL ME. I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT!!!"
"YOUR WORK. DON'T PLAY FOOL ON ME"
"NO COMMENTS..."
