THE MAGICIAN REVERSED



 

 

"MIKE, SOMETHING'S WRONG"

 

"WHAT???"

 

"IT'S THE YEAR OF THE HORSE. FOR ME I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO RIDE IT. BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW. SOMETHINGS ARE NOT WORKING THE SAME WAY AS ALWAYS"

 

"???"

"THINGS GET STUCK. THE HORSE IS STUBBORN. I'M LOST HERE. I ALWAYS FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO..."

"AND THAT'S FRUSTRATING AND YOU HAVE NOT VERY MUCH PATIENCE"

"I DO. BUT I CANNOT HIT A WALL 1000 TIMES. I'M NOT YOU"

"SHIT"

"YOU KNOW THERE'S FULL OF BULLSHIT IN THE NET ABOUT... YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. BUT I KNOW WHAT I SAW. JUST AN AWESOME PLACE. A PARADISE WHERE I DON'T BELONG. PERIOD. FIRST KICK OF THE HORSE. I HAVE A GOOD IMAGE OF ALL WHAT HAPPENNED. I'M NOT ANGRY OR... WHATEVER. THOSE PEOPLE ARE GOOD AND VERY OPEN MINDED IN A LOT OF WAYS. BUT NARROW MINDED IN A FEW. THAT MATTERS? NO. IT WAS A GOOD AND HEALTHY EXPERIENCE. BUT MAYBE I'M A LITTLE STRANGE, FOR THEM. WHO KNOWS???"

 

"SO???"

 

"I THINK GOD WANTED TO FIX THE TRUST HE BROKE BETWEEN US AFTER SECOND IMPACT. WELL, THAT WORKED. SOMEBODY GOT ANGRY AND I CANNOT GO ANYMORE, I HAVE NO REGRETS. I KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING AND WE TALKED ALL THE TIME, WE WERE NOT BEHAVING IN A RANDOM WAY. THAT CANNOT MAKE ME FORGET ALL THE HEALING PROCESS. AND I HAVE NO SCARS OR PURPLE SPOTS, I JUST WAS TOLD NOT TO GO ANYMORE. AND I WON'T. PAGE TURNED I MOVE ON..."

 

 

"AND NOW YOU ARE AT THE SAME POINT YOU WERE BEFORE, BUT "HEALED"

 

"DON'T MOCK... UGH. I DON'T LIKE IT EITHER. WHY GOD MADE ME MAKE THE WALK AROUND THE BLOCK TO GET TO THE SAME POINT??? HE MUST HAVE ME CONFUSED WITH SOME OTHER GUY... BUT... NOW EVERYTHING'S OK WITH THAT SUBJECT"

 

 

"SO WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME WITH THE YEAR OF THE HORSE???"

 

"WHY I WOULD READ IT IF YOU DON'T CARE?!"

 

 

"WELL, RELAX, TAKE IT EASY. IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO RIDE A HORSE. MAYBE YOU COULD LEARN..."

 

"IT'S NOT FUNNY MIKE. NOW I'M THE MAGICIAN REVERSED. THE MAGICIAN KNOWS HOW TO DO ALL. YOU HATE THAT. AND YOU LOVE TO HATE THAT. NOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE IF I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THINGS THAT ARE UNEXPECTED EACH FIVE MINUTES???"

 

"SO HEAVY IS THE SITUATION"

 

 

"AND ON THE OTHER HAND. I WAS THINKING HOW WE JOKE ABOUT THE FIFTY SHADES AND THE STRANGELOVE SONG AND THE CENOBYTES. WHAT PEOPLE ARE THINKING ABOUT IT???"

 

"HAVE NO IDEA..."

 

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"WE HAVE NOT EVEN TRESPASSED THE ICE CUBES BOUNDARY!!!!"

 

 

"WELL IF YOU KNOW THAT, WHY YOU CARE? YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK. MAINLY"

 

"BUT WHAT ABOUT THE HORSE I CAN'T RIDE? WHAT IF A FOOL BELIEVES IT'S TRUE AND FORGETS TO READ WHAT IS WRITTEN AT THE TOP OF THIS BLOG???"

 

"WHAT YOU... ARE SAYING???"

 

"THAT I GOT LOST IN A LABIRYNTH. HOW I GET OUT???"

 

 

"WHAT IF WE SEE IN THE NET HOW TO RIDE A WILD HORSE. MAYBE YOU LEARN FAST"

 

"BUT IF I DON'T THE HORSE WILL KEEP SETTING ME BACK. IT'S ANNOYING AND DISSAPPOINTING AT SOME POINT. MAKES ME FEEL... SAD"

 

"AND PERTURBINGLY... HUMAN"

 

"MICHAEL... YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. EVEN WHEN YOU'RE IN TROUBLE I KNOW WHAT TO DO. I'M SCARED. ABOUT CHAOS. ONE THING WILL LEAD TO ANOTHER. AND THINGS CAN BLOW UP. A LOT OF TIMES, IT'S A YEAR"

 

"THIS IS NOT SUPERSTITION???"

 

"IT'S HAPPENNED MORE THAN TEN TIMES IN A ROW IN FIVE MINUTES. LOTS OF TIMES. AND THE YEAR OF THE HORSE STARTED LIKE A WEEK AGO... SO... WHAT'S NEXT???"

 

"CHAOS... HEY. YOU'RE OBSESSED WITH TIME AN ORDER... TO AVOID CHAOS, RIGHT???"

 

"YES. LIKE MONDRIAN..."