WELL FIRST OF ALL, THE CUB WAS TOLD I WAS "THE BAD GUY" ... "SO WHAT" HE SAID. "EVERYBODY IS SEEKING THE BAD GUY. I CANNOT DO THE SAME? YOU ARE NOT THE BAD GUY. I KNOW YOU, ALL THAT SHIT I'VE BEEN TOLD, I HAVE NOT SEEN"
SO. IS CLEAR BELLA AND EDWARD HAVE THE ROLES REVERSED. BELLA IS THE MAN AND EDWARD THE GIRL. C'MON. THAT'S OBVIOUS.
BUT I'M NOT A GIRL "NOT YET A WOMAN" JOKES THE CUB.
BUT AS HE TAKES INICIATIVE AND HE IS OUTGOING, AND I LIKE TO BE RESERVED, WHAT MAKES ME LOOK SHY, AND HE HAS SOMETHING STRANGE THAT MAKES ME MORE BALANCED AND SO IT SEEMS HE HAS CONTROL OVER ME. BUT IT IS MORE LIKE... I GET NERVOUS AROUND HIM AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I'M DOING THINGS HE WANTS TO DO AND WE ARE ON THE SAME PAGE MOST OF THE TIME. SO IT LOOKS LIKE HE HAS CONTROL OVER ME, BUT IT IS NOT THAT, THE THING IS IT IS NOT JUST HIM. IT IS WHO I AM WHEN I'M WITH HIM.
BUT, SOME PEOPLE AROUND ME MAKES JOKES ABOUT THIS AND SAY THE CUB HANDLES ME LIKE A MUPPET. I DON'T LIKE TO HEAR THAT BUT I LIKE TO KNOW IT'S KINDA TRUE.
AS HE NORMALLY HAS CONTROL OF ALL SITUATIONS AND KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THINGS TO GET WHAT HE WANTS WHEN HE WANTS... THIS COULD SOUND MANIPULATIVE (IT IS) AND INDIVIDUALIST AND SELFISH. BUT NORMALLY WHAT HE WANTS AND GET IS BETTER FOR EVERYONE. AND IF HE TAKES A DECITION AND THINGS GO WRONG, HE MANAGES TO FACE CONSECUENCES AND TURN THE THING UPSIDE DOWN TO GET A POSITIVE RESULT IF HE MAKES A MESS. UGLY THINGS HAPPEN, ALL THE TIME. THAT'S NOT THE END OF THE STORY. AFTER THE UGLY THING, THINGS CAN GET BETTER THAN BEFORE. WE LEARNED THAT IN DISNEY MOVIES AND GOSSIP GIRL.
SO WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES. THAT'S NOT THE END. THINGS WILL GO BETTER IF WE MAKE A LITTLE EFFORT. NOTHING HAS A BAD ENDING. WHEN THINGS END BAD, IT'S CAUSE THEY HAVE NOT ENDED YET.
WHEN YOU CHOOSE TO BE YOURSELF, WHEN YOU CHOOSE TO DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU CAN BE DIFFERENT AND TAKE THAT PATH. THAT'S THE BEST WAY TO MAKE PEOPLE YOU DON'T LIKE STAY AWAY FROM YOU. SO IT'S BETTER, AND THERE'S NOTHING WRONG ABOUT IT. WE ALL LEARNED THAT FROM FERRIS BUELLER.
BUT PEOPLE WHO KNOW BETTER MY CUB JUST THINK HE IS GENIALLY DIFFERENT. HE IS FUN AND MAKES JOKES THAT JUST MAKE YOU LAUGH OUT LOUD. AND HE IS SO CHARMING THAN PEOPLE ARE PRONE TO THINK HE IS TRYING TO FLIRT AND WINK. HE IS NOT VERY AWARE OF THIS... GUESS HE SMILES TOO MUCH AND HAS NO FEAR TO TALK TO ANYONE. THAT DOES NOT MEAN HE TALKS TO EVERYONE.
CONSIDERING ALL THE SHIT HE'S BEEN THROUGH, HE IS SO BALANCED AND HAPPY. HE SAYS THAT'S BECAUSE HE GOT A CANDY ANIME OVERDOSE WHEN HE WAS A CHILD. AND NOW HE SHINES LIKE A STAR. THAT'S ALL FOR NOW.
